Journal 11 

Esu, I ask for an update and some additional guidance. I am faced with scheduled events and I look at the possibility anytime of stasis. Help me find my balance in this. I also ask for insight into what my role is becoming. I see myself settled here and in a good place for a new chapter in my life. Speak to this today, I ask.

Jess, good morning. I am weary and overwhelmed with the immensity of this task. Yes, I also can be overburdened. J This is wearing down to the end, but the end is in sight. I haven’t told Candace much beyond what she has told you. I have been connecting with her, but you are also in my purview. This whole new sensibility you are feeling is part of the bonding we are creating. Yes, your new sense of identity is part of this development. New sense, in the sense of revitalization and fresh approaches to familiar aspects. This is part of what is going to happen. After the stasis happens, everyone that is staying will have a new sense of commitment and re-visioning.

I can’t give you definite dates or times. The list of priorities keeps shifting depending on what you on Earth decide. You are part of that grand decision only by the fact that you are part of the mass consciousness. Your personal decisions cause ripples that have an impact on other decisions you are in contact with. Everyone is connected in their thinking and make up. You are all part of one whole that is an extension of the energy of Christ Michael. You are all formed from his concept of creation. Even I am part of his concept. I fulfilled my role to this point to come to this position. You did the same. You have contributed much yourself in this moving to shifting consciousness.

This phase that is coming will be a transition period with some unpleasantness to your way of thinking now. This is all necessary in the larger picture, and is not viewed as a catastrophe in the terminal sense you on Earth still view it. Nothing is destroyed unless it chooses to be. Energy changes form and re-materializes. You will view much and see many cases where you will be the counselor and mediator for the interim time.

Christ Michael is determined to end this perpetual delay. His original intentions have been frustrated by the inactivity he has found. I tell you we are learning, and this is still the case. He had no concept of this particular configuration of energy manifestation. You have created a new paradigm for his consideration. This is a remarkable situation, don’t you see? This has not happened elsewhere. This is why so many of you are here now to learn of this difficult classroom. You can see why he is both fascinated and impatient. That is a simplistic way of expressing his overarching involvement. He is equally invested in the struggles and the moves to alignment. He wants it finished to begin the next phase, however.

The consideration of Jupiter has put a crimp in the freedom he was exploiting in letting you continue to decide your commitment, or the extent to which you are willing to be committed. It has drastically shortened the time frame that is possible. The situation with the Provost and the banks is fascinating, but too complicated at this point to allow for a resolution naturally. I don’t foresee our holding out much more.